023

So I was on yahoo & Jocey sent me a link to this myspace.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=376919468

Basically, someone's upset that dude's a sell out/snitch.

Let me just say, if my freedom was on the line and I was about to go down for something I sure as hell didn't do and I know who DID do it .. they're going down for it. I'm not about to take the blame for something I didn't do. The guilty person(s) need to face the consequences, especially if those consequences are prison. I got a life to live and I'm not about to be spending it behind bars getting molested by a butch ass female from two cells over. So if it came down to me having to snitch on my family or friends, I'm gonna do what I have to do to keep myself out of trouble. Call me selfish, but it's pure ignorance to be 'okay' with going to prison because of what someone else did just to avoid being a snitch. Fuck that.

Your opinions are more than welcome.

022

Awl, snap. Guess who may finally be getting rid of her annoying roommate and be getting an apartment of her own? Anyone? Bueller?

That's right. Meeee!
I've been talking to my mom about my misery and
HORRIBLE ass roommate. So as soon as this winter,
I could have my own place.

This is what I'm DEFINITELY considering.


Sorry it's so small but I gotta keep it proportional to my blog.
Right click & do whatever to see the full size image.

021

So two nights ago, my roommate and I were talking and out of nowhere this girl says my voice is deeper than hers. I'm like "No, it's definitely not" but she clearly wanted to argue with me. I told her that she must not realize how deep her voice is. So .. update.




When i was talkin on the phone earlier to my babies Cassie & Tavi, she was talking to one of our suitemates and she was like 'shoot me' and tae was like 'why' and jameicia was like 'in the ears' and i swear i was about to say some shit cuz she's on the phone all the fuckin time and i never say anything about her annoying ass obese aunt jemima barry white ass fucking voice.

SO BITCH, PLEASE.
thats all i have to say.


OHH & I CAN'T FORGET THAT MY BESTESTESTEST FRIEND DAVIN IS FINALLY DONE W/ BOOT CAMP !
So now it's back to talking to him like alllllll the time !
♥

020

So, I'm feeling better now.
;]

Let's see how long this lasts.

P.S.

Jocey B.: you're the one i wanna change my status to myspace as "married" <3
Lee Lee: lmfaooo

saint.oliverius: I'm saying though, you tryna marry my woman?
Jocey B.: AYE NIGGER BACK OFF MY BITCH!!!!
saint.oliverius: keep talking..the D ain't the only place its gonna be cold
Jocey B.: it's gonna be one cold night in your bed trust me

Lmao. I'm so flattered that they're fighting over me.
And Jocey, take my baby out your status. I'm not comfortable with that.

019

I wonder how many times in the past week I've told someone that I'm miserable.

I doubt I can count that high.

018

Instead of bitching about my roommate from now on, I'm just going to record her.

Enjoy, babies.

017

Well, things with my roommate & I are .. bipolar.
Sometimes she's okay, other times I could literally rip her throat out.
I'm doing better as of now, but there are times when I just feel really down. I'm trying to get a job to save up for my own place or something. That'll get me away from all the shit.


Nothing else to really say, except notice the new url.
Thanks Jocey.


Lmao, bye.

016

I didn't feel like updating .. but I feel like I need to. Just last week I was super excited to come back to school. A brand new fresh beginning. I just absolutely could not wait. All I feel now is stressed. Everything is just all coming at me at once. I have a little over 100 dollars in my account. I haven't even bought my books yet. I need a job. My roommate situation has just turned to Hell. First of all, we live in a fucking oven. I come back from class and it's like 82 degrees in here. Let me just say, it's probably 82 degrees OUTSIDE so personally anyone who would like to be in 82 degree weather, should take a step out there. If it's anything below 78, for some reason they're freezing cold. You can always slip on a jacket and be comfortable when you're cold. However, I can go around ass naked and still be hot. Next issue: My roommate. She has so much shit. I'm looking at her side of the room right now like what in the FUCK?! She has clothes just everywhere. It's disgusting, honestly. She walks around practically naked and let me just say ... not something I want to see. Last night I swear I heard her masturbating. She put herself to bed because as soon as she stopped, this girl was snoring like hell. I was laying in my bed disturbed as fuck. Like is this girl REALLY doing this right now? There's no other explanation for the noise I was hearing from under her sheets. And I swear, if she puts her shit on my dresser again I'm going to open up the window and throw it out. If her or her friends sit in my chair one more time, I'm going to be extremely rude about it. I mean do I have to lock it in my closet? Clearly it's on my side of the room SO DON'T SIT IN IT. I miss my old roommate from last year so fucking much. She & I became like best friends. Then her parents wanted her to move to Michigan. She absolutely hates it up there and she really wants to come back. Pretty much all my friends from last year either no longer go here, moved on campus or live on the other side of campus. My roommate and 2 suitemates are all pretty good friends so most of the time I'm just kind of 'left out'. It wouldn't bother me so bad if my friends actually lived here. Whatever. So far this year just fucking sucks and it's only the second day of classes. I just got off the phone with my mom in tears because I'm so stressed out and everything just isn't going how I want it. I almost blurted out that I just want to go home. I honestly do, but I want to stay in school. I want to go home this weekend but since I'm low on cash, I doubt it's an option. My mom said she would send me my discover credit card so I could activate it but that'd just be spending more money I don't have. I've been using my capital one because it has no interest. Even still, I had to loan my mom money to pay the electric bill and to buy my brother's birthday gifts. The people next door never fucking pay rent and that's putting my parents in a fucking hole. They can't pay shit on time because the people don't pay rent on time. On top of loaning my mom money, when I got down here, everything I needed for my dorm .. cleaning supplies, snacks, school supplies ... I paid for all of it. My grandma had given me 500 dollars that was supposed to be 'for books' but how the hell does my mom expect me to have money left over when I had to pay for all this shit myself? I swear .. all this stress is gonna kill me. I'm so ready to just throw in the towel.

015

Well, tomorrow is the big day. Moving back to Valdosta for school. Move in is on Friday, so I'll be there at 9 am, I hope. My mom's best friend Leslie might also be coming with us. I really hope so cuz that woman is CRAZY. If she does, we're all going out.. I'm thinking we'll go to Mellow or Rockin' Rodeo.. I have no idea. Last night I went to a get together with four of my grrrreat friends. We ordered pizza, played scattergories and watched What Lies Beneath. And in the middle of all that, acted retarded. I love them to death.




Yesterday, my stepdad was working and found two baby squirrels. The mom had fallen out of a tree and died and one of the other babies got run over. Anyone else probably would've left them there but my stepdad decided to bring them here and at least give them a chance to survive. I'm still kinda weirded out by them but they're growing on me. They're still ugly as shit and I still want to call mine ugly. My mom won't let me, though. She thinks they're cute.


I'll probably update sometime after I get moved in. Expect pics of the dorm room.

014

Let me start off by saying yesterday was great, minus a few inconveniences. To start off, I went to the pool about 12 until 2 ish. Added more sunburn to my already sunburned skin. Including my face. Went to Target, bought the dress I've been wanting .. which guess what? .. was on clearance for 17 dollars instead of 25. Which meant I could look for some shoes to go with it and I found these cute ass brown flip flops for like 6 dollars. HOT DOLLA ! Anyway, I come home take a shower .. talk to Michael about where we're meeting up & shit. Have to pile on loads of make up to try and cover up my sunburn. Pretty much failed that one, but oh well. I got to the Mall of GA and tried to call his ass & his phone was off. I'm sitting in my car like WHAT THE FUCK, I KNOW I DIDN'T JUST DRIVE 45 MINUTES FOR THIS. So after waiting for about 20 minutes, I just decide to drive home. Five minutes after I left Michael called me and was saying his phone died and he had passed out asleep until his mom woke him up & shit. So I met up with him at Kroger and then we just went in his car so I wouldn't waste anymore of my precious gas. Since it was past 7 and we had already missed the first showing of Batman on imax, we went to the park. We just walked around and talked and shit. Then we went to the mall walked around some more and all that. All I know is that he kept me laughing the ENTIRE time. Somewhere in there we decided to see Pineapple Express instead, which was funny as hell. I had a headache during the movie thanks to my sunburn and some mexican's bath of cologne who was sitting next to Michael. He was pretty annoying during the movie.. singing along to the songs he knew .. repeating some of the lines in the movie. I honestly wanted to throw a taco across the theater and tell him to go fetch. Whatever. Anyways, after that, we went back to get my car and I went home. Michael is just a doll. All the opening doors for me type shit. Most guys just don't even bother with that anymore. Then before I left he asked me to call him when I got home so he'd know I made it home safe. How cuteee. Anyway, tonight I'm going out with this guy Nathaniel that I used to crush on pretty major. Sunday I have this "country ass baby shower cookout pool party" and then Tuesday a little party for my close friends & i before we all go our separate ways. Which for me, will be the following day-- Wednesday is when I'm leaving for Valdosta-- TITLE TOWN USA ! Be jealous. Damn, time is really running out, though. Later.

013

WHEN I SAY WEAK ASS, YOU SAY BITCH.

WEAKASS!

Bitch. Only 9 days until I go back to school. I'm totally fuckin' ready. I have my date tomorrow. I'm fuckin' nervous as shit and I don't know why. I thought about reconsidering cuz he's boring as shit, honestly. However, our conversation yesterday was a little less dull than usual, so I figured I'd give it a shot. Today I'm hoping to go get this dress I've been eying for 2 weeks. If so, I'm wearing it on the date. On top of that, I have another date on Thursday with this guy Nathaniel, whom I had the biggest crush on from like 8th grade until like 10th. We're also going to the movies, except I think I'm gonna have to pay for my ticket. I'm praying I don't because I love free shit. I mean, who doesn't? Exactly. Sunday my friends & I are planning a baby shower for our friend who is pregnant for the second time. When will they learn about birth control? Anyway. We're having it at the pool we go to and inviting the people we like. I'm bringing brownies. Kelly, preggy peggy, and her baby daddy are supposed to be bringing the meat for the cookout. Hamburgers & hot dogs. Apparently, they can't even do that. So I was asked to buy the hot dogs. WTF. I do not eat hot dogs. I hate hot dogs. I fucking can't stand hot dogs. I wouldn't even know which kind to buy. Honestly. I don't understand why Kelly can't bring that shit.. I guess she expects this to be a day where all she does is TAKE and give nothing to anyone, especially not to the people who are going out of their way to give her a baby shower. I don't have th money to get her a gift, hot dogs and brownies. NO, NO, NO. I don't want Malisa to have to be the one to buy EVERYTHING but the deal was that we all bring something. Shit pissin' me off.

Weak ass. Bitch.

012

So Jocey broke up with me today.
I mean she expects me to be devastated, but I've never felt more free.
I'm just depressed that I gave her the best months of my life.
Like ... I don't let just anyone orally please my anus .. we had that kind of connection
(and let me just say she did it so well).
Her tongue is miraculous and that's the only thing I'll miss.
Well, that and her vagina bawls.

Anyway, the point is .. I'm single.
So men, women .. holler at me.

010

I know I said I wouldn't update until next week ..
but I'm seriously reconsidering that 'date'.

REALLY.

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009

I said you can have whatever you like.

I'm so excite ! Only 13 days until I leave for school. Damn, I'm ready. Yesterday I started unpacking all my shit I brought home from college [FINALLY !] and packing up the stuff I'm taking this year. I'm trying to keep all my shit to a minimum. Last year I just had TOO MUCH SHIT & my room was always cluttered. Even when it was clean, it just looked bad. I'm staying in Hopper this year. It's brand fuckin' new and it's beautiful.


Gorgeous. I'll post pictures of the inside as soon as I move in & get it lookin' all cute. There's pics up now but my room is gonna look hella cuter than that. So just be patient, duh. Last night my best friend & I had a date. We went to Buffalo's, Bed Bath & Beyond and Wal-mart. We had a smashing great time, I say. I mean, I fucking love that girl with all of my heart; she's my best dear friend. I'm trying to plan a party between one set of my friends before we all leave. Basically get trashed and wish each other luck in this semester, whatever we may be doing. Then there's my OTHER set of friends. I might just get them all together for bowling because that's what we love to do. I love both sets of friends but the two groups don't mix well. So, yeah. I feel like I'm trying to squeeze a lot into these two weeks. Basically put off a lot this summer as far as hanging out with people, so now I have to make up for lost time. Sometime next week I have a date! He's taking me to see Batman in IMAX. It's going to be great.



Mmm, I think that's all for now. Expect an update sometime next week.