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So I know I already blogged today, but something just came up that really got me thinking. First of all, don't you just LOVE when you find out a female/dude you used to talk to now has a baby? I used to talk to this dude like three summers ago. I'm not sure why because I honestly didn't even like him; he was a horrible kisser and he really pressured me into doing things I really didn't want to do. I'm not sure how but eventually we just stopped talking. When I say eventually I mean after like two weeks, tops. So I found him on facebook and I was like hmm, let me add him. So today he finally adds me, after apparently getting out of jail, and I decide to look at his pictures. I see an ultrasound pic and I was like OH MYLANTA! So I look at his baby mama and she's this large, white woman straight out of Shackin' Up With Shamu: Vol. 2. I'm not hating because like I said, I didn't like him and I have no children nor do I want any in my life right now. Nothing to hate on, so get that out of your head immediately because I know that probably 87% of you boneheaded bitches reading this blog are putting the 'hater' label on me. Now what really made me think though is like, this is exactly why I don't fuck around, seriously. Most of you may not know that I haven't had sex in a while; when I say while, I mean a whiiiiile. Honestly nothing more than a personal choice I've made. I don't have sex because I've never been the type to have a fuck buddy, although that may have been all I was to them. Most men I have come across don't know what it means to have a monogamous relationship. That opens a whole other can of worms that's not on my blog agenda. What I'm saying is, I'm the type of female who wants an exclusive relationship that doesn't just revolve around sex. Since the men that seem to be interested in me are the ones who want to go fuck around with every bitch in their cell phone contacts, I just honestly don't even bother. Seeing that he got some broad pregnant got me thinking like, I used to talk to him .. if I would've let it go that far, that could be me. I'm trying to go to school; I don't have time for dicks and babies and diapers. Not to mention I'm living off my financial aid refund check. I'm not saying that I'm not gonna have sex again until I'm married or until I graduate from college, but if that's how I end up, then so be it. Hopefully one day there will be someone in my life who can change my mind about all that. As of now, there are a few I have in mind ...



The ending of this blog didn't really go in the direction I had planned and I don't think I completely explained exactly why I don't fuck around, but I'm sure you get the point.