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I love Stephanie to death, forever.
Our conversations are insane, lmao.
I'm going to a movie with her tomorrow, but I have no idea what we'll see yet.
From now on, I think I'm going to save my 'relationship' issues for my irl friends and this blog. I'm starting to feel a total lack of trust with people, and I get the feeling that things are not being kept between me and whomever I'm discussing it with. My online contact list is getting smaller and smaller. I feel that eventually it'll get to the point where I won't even sign on anymore. Of course I'll still keep my blog so nosy people can see what's going on with me. Not too long ago someone asked me why I keep a blog and I'll tell you exactly why. I can sit here and blog about all my issues. I can vent and get everything out and my blog isn't going to say shit back. No criticism, no asshole-ishness. None of that bullshit. Of course I do respect some of you for being so honest with me because sometimes it's what I need, but not all the time. I don't want to constantly hear criticism. Give me some positive feedback, damn. If all we're spitting out is negativity, what's the point? I feel like things are getting to where I'm so bitter towards people and they're bitter towards me. I don't know what has brought us to this point, but something has got to give. I've been trying to stay positive but it has to come both ways. Try to be happy for me. I'm to blame also because maybe I shouldn't even talk about it anymore, which is what I was getting at in the first place.
It's officially Saturday.
Which means ...
6 DAYS UNTIL I MOVE IN MY APARTMENT!
I think I may not be on Y! for a while during that time.
I'll have a lot of cleaning&unpacking to do, then once I go home I'll have even more cleaning & lots of packing to do. I'll be back & forth from Valdosta to Athens a good bit, plus I have a lot of catching up to do with some people from Athens and a couple of holiday parties. So I may just let you all miss me, although I'm sure none of you will. To be honest, I won't miss many of you either so it's okay.
I'M NOT OVER.
Our conversations are insane, lmao.
I'm going to a movie with her tomorrow, but I have no idea what we'll see yet.
From now on, I think I'm going to save my 'relationship' issues for my irl friends and this blog. I'm starting to feel a total lack of trust with people, and I get the feeling that things are not being kept between me and whomever I'm discussing it with. My online contact list is getting smaller and smaller. I feel that eventually it'll get to the point where I won't even sign on anymore. Of course I'll still keep my blog so nosy people can see what's going on with me. Not too long ago someone asked me why I keep a blog and I'll tell you exactly why. I can sit here and blog about all my issues. I can vent and get everything out and my blog isn't going to say shit back. No criticism, no asshole-ishness. None of that bullshit. Of course I do respect some of you for being so honest with me because sometimes it's what I need, but not all the time. I don't want to constantly hear criticism. Give me some positive feedback, damn. If all we're spitting out is negativity, what's the point? I feel like things are getting to where I'm so bitter towards people and they're bitter towards me. I don't know what has brought us to this point, but something has got to give. I've been trying to stay positive but it has to come both ways. Try to be happy for me. I'm to blame also because maybe I shouldn't even talk about it anymore, which is what I was getting at in the first place.
It's officially Saturday.
Which means ...
6 DAYS UNTIL I MOVE IN MY APARTMENT!
I think I may not be on Y! for a while during that time.
I'll have a lot of cleaning&unpacking to do, then once I go home I'll have even more cleaning & lots of packing to do. I'll be back & forth from Valdosta to Athens a good bit, plus I have a lot of catching up to do with some people from Athens and a couple of holiday parties. So I may just let you all miss me, although I'm sure none of you will. To be honest, I won't miss many of you either so it's okay.
I'M NOT OVER.
posted by ASHLEY @ 12:04 AM
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