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It's funny how things work, hah. As soon as you start to REALLY like someone, out of nowhere men come flocking at your feet. It's not even that they do it just because they see I'm interested in someone either. They don't even know I'm already interested in someone. Who? These two guys from home both want to talk to me. I used to hook up with Markel whenever I came home from school. I know he cares, but I don't really want to talk to him. Lee, well .. I definitely lost my virginity to his brother. I'm not completely sure but I think there's some kind of rule that says that's not allowed. Not to mention he has a baby on the way and I'm not trying to get involved in that. Markel called me picky. I wouldn't say that I'm picky, I just know what I want and they don't fit the description. The other thing that bothers me about Lee is that he has been texting me non-stop for the past 27 hours. I have absolutely nothing to talk to him about, he's just asking me the same questions over and over again. GIVE ME A DAMN BREAK! When I start to get really close to someone, they start to irritate me. God damn, give me my space. Don't call me 5 times a day. Ignore me a little. Make me miss you. I love that. Trust me, it works. When I don't talk to a guy I like, I'm like damn, where the hell is he? That doesn't mean that whoever is reading this should just go off and ignore me. Someone, whom I won't mention, is already like that. Not purposely, but sometimes I just don't speak to him for a day or two. Then when I finally do, I tell him that I miss him and I honestly mean it. Sometimes I'm not sure if he even believes that I like him or that I care about him. Guess what, loverface? I do.

I saw Twilight tonight and I must say I'd love to find a vampire boyfriend. That movie was pretty hot. Now I'm ready for the others! I'm still a little sick, but I think I'm getting over it. Today officially marks ONE WEEK until I move into my apartment.

Adios.


Oh, P.S.
Chats, phone sex, web cam all night. Instant Message, that's right, baby you can have whatever you typeeee.